I'm here and you're far away
I should be happy here for these things are so new
But I am sad for I long for you
I miss our talks
I miss our laughs
I miss your wonderful smile
I miss you, so much
Hope I had wings so I can fly to where you are
Be with you for just a moment
And spend if like it's the last
Yeah, I'll be back there
Though it is a fact that you're already a part of me
That you are part of every day I live
And now I know, you are the one I really need
//written last April, at Bangkok, Thailand
Thursday, July 7
Thursday, May 5
Risk
The past really has something to do
With the future that we are creating
For it makes us learn, makes us know
What we shouldn't be and should be
The past really has something to do
With the present that we are dealing
For we already know all those right moves
That won't lead us repeating same mistakes
But past gives us references and expectations
That we set as our standards in deciding
The next to take path, next to make moves
And finally, the forever growing personality
But past gives us references and expectations
That hinders us from making the correct choices
Makes us vulnerable from fear and won't let us out
In the box that we were comfortable in
For it was where we've been great
Wherein it has been our best
Nonetheless, we were never perfect there
Why do we get scared from not reaching
The expectations and standards that past had set
Maybe, we don't want to forget, needing something similar
Or even something greater than what has been great
That standard has been special, and again
It has been our reference up-to-date
Point taken, it was the greatest but it is
The utmost by far, as of now, for the record
Take risks and don't let that ghost of the past
Haunt you in your choices and decisions
Settle on what you have now
Who might know, that selection might be
The better than choosing the previous-known
Yet it has been the wrong answer
Don't be terrified to select now
Don't be scared that you won't get the best
Fear not that the same thing will happen again
Risk, it has been what we all lack
The past and the now are two different things
Two distinct entities with unlike characteristics
But again, I'm not referencing that history to you
I'm not asking you best what has been best
Or even being the same with what has been
Just be who you are, the way I know you
I love it and I'll love it more and more
For you are amazingly new in my life
A change that knocked me off my feet
The experience I'm longing to treasure
Yes, you're that next I've been looking for
With the future that we are creating
For it makes us learn, makes us know
What we shouldn't be and should be
The past really has something to do
With the present that we are dealing
For we already know all those right moves
That won't lead us repeating same mistakes
But past gives us references and expectations
That we set as our standards in deciding
The next to take path, next to make moves
And finally, the forever growing personality
But past gives us references and expectations
That hinders us from making the correct choices
Makes us vulnerable from fear and won't let us out
In the box that we were comfortable in
For it was where we've been great
Wherein it has been our best
Nonetheless, we were never perfect there
Why do we get scared from not reaching
The expectations and standards that past had set
Maybe, we don't want to forget, needing something similar
Or even something greater than what has been great
That standard has been special, and again
It has been our reference up-to-date
Point taken, it was the greatest but it is
The utmost by far, as of now, for the record
Take risks and don't let that ghost of the past
Haunt you in your choices and decisions
Settle on what you have now
Who might know, that selection might be
The better than choosing the previous-known
Yet it has been the wrong answer
Don't be terrified to select now
Don't be scared that you won't get the best
Fear not that the same thing will happen again
Risk, it has been what we all lack
The past and the now are two different things
Two distinct entities with unlike characteristics
But again, I'm not referencing that history to you
I'm not asking you best what has been best
Or even being the same with what has been
Just be who you are, the way I know you
I love it and I'll love it more and more
For you are amazingly new in my life
A change that knocked me off my feet
The experience I'm longing to treasure
Yes, you're that next I've been looking for
Be sure
Chorus:
I wanna be sure for you
I wanna be sure you love me too
I wanna be sure that I'm perfect for you
'coz I know, I know, I need you
Verse:
I want you to be my shooting star
who lights up the dark
I want you to be the guiding star
who leads me to the right path
I want you to be the perfect fan
who always cheers me up
Refrain:
'coz i know
I will be needing someone like you
'coz i know
I will be loving you
Chorus:
Bridge:
Please know that you are so enough
Please know that you already complete me
Please know that I don't need anyone else
Please know that I love you so
Chorus:
Chorus 2:
I wanna be sure for you
I wanna be sure you need me too
I wanna be sure that I'm perfect for you
'coz I know, I know, I love you so
I wanna be sure for you
I wanna be sure you love me too
I wanna be sure that I'm perfect for you
'coz I know, I know, I need you
Verse:
I want you to be my shooting star
who lights up the dark
I want you to be the guiding star
who leads me to the right path
I want you to be the perfect fan
who always cheers me up
Refrain:
'coz i know
I will be needing someone like you
'coz i know
I will be loving you
Chorus:
Bridge:
Please know that you are so enough
Please know that you already complete me
Please know that I don't need anyone else
Please know that I love you so
Chorus:
Chorus 2:
I wanna be sure for you
I wanna be sure you need me too
I wanna be sure that I'm perfect for you
'coz I know, I know, I love you so
He
I miss him...
his killer smile
his cheerful countenance
his never-ending passion
his charming persistence
the way he loves unselflessly
the way he cares continuously
the way he thinks differently
the way he talks confidently
his witty moves
his excellent timing
the way he does everything great
the way he has been all those years
Yes, I miss him
I miss my old self
The brave one
Who never lets anyone down
The great one
Who has done extraordinary things
Yes, again, I miss him
I miss that man who was with you
For he was the greatest me ever created
But now, I shall resurrect him
And as he revives, a better him rises
Not anymore being great because of you
But being greater than what we've crafted
For someone better than you already came
his killer smile
his cheerful countenance
his never-ending passion
his charming persistence
the way he loves unselflessly
the way he cares continuously
the way he thinks differently
the way he talks confidently
his witty moves
his excellent timing
the way he does everything great
the way he has been all those years
Yes, I miss him
I miss my old self
The brave one
Who never lets anyone down
The great one
Who has done extraordinary things
Yes, again, I miss him
I miss that man who was with you
For he was the greatest me ever created
But now, I shall resurrect him
And as he revives, a better him rises
Not anymore being great because of you
But being greater than what we've crafted
For someone better than you already came
Tuesday, March 30
...we are really the kings and queens of promise
"We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between Heaven and Hell"
(30 Second to Mars, 2010).
Thoughts and ideas flow this morning as I write this "blog" / update of me.
We're really the Kings and Queens of promise. We promise ourselves something great but we're the reason why we suffer. We make ourselves the victim of our own promise.
Well, I've been not in my track lately. In the past month, I've been hell. Let's say I've been hell since the start of March.
Well, there are reasons behind being not the "Chav" you all really know.
I just want to thank all those who were there in those happy days. It all started in my FOURTH YEAR days. The days where everything was golden. The golden age of Chav, where he was transformed into a new being. A being he never dreamed of.
All those who were part of it. From that day up to now. All those who are tagged, you are part of those days.
I wish I was back from my ORIGINAL system. Where I wake up every morning and I know there's this smile waiting for me. There's this mission I want to do, not for myself but for the others. There's this reason to study for I want a big future not only for me but for that someone who I promised to.
It's really hard to have given up all for something you really want. There's no orange sunshine waiting for you to open you eyes on these days. It's been a failure term now. I'm not at my ORIGINAL self.
Now, I really don't have that guts to continue what I've started. There's this missing piece in my life that keeps me unauthentic. I can't find the reason to excel, the reason to strive for more. To continue being that JACK OF ALL TRADES.
Well, I really think now that I'm the master of failures. The master of RESTARTS. I try to REBOOT to my original self now. I wish I can.
Well, thank you for being part of those happy days. I wish I can get through this. I wish I will be back to my golden age plus the spice the summer added.
Thanks. For me, myself, I and she.
*don't name anyone. thanks.
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between Heaven and Hell"
(30 Second to Mars, 2010).
Thoughts and ideas flow this morning as I write this "blog" / update of me.
We're really the Kings and Queens of promise. We promise ourselves something great but we're the reason why we suffer. We make ourselves the victim of our own promise.
Well, I've been not in my track lately. In the past month, I've been hell. Let's say I've been hell since the start of March.
Well, there are reasons behind being not the "Chav" you all really know.
I just want to thank all those who were there in those happy days. It all started in my FOURTH YEAR days. The days where everything was golden. The golden age of Chav, where he was transformed into a new being. A being he never dreamed of.
All those who were part of it. From that day up to now. All those who are tagged, you are part of those days.
I wish I was back from my ORIGINAL system. Where I wake up every morning and I know there's this smile waiting for me. There's this mission I want to do, not for myself but for the others. There's this reason to study for I want a big future not only for me but for that someone who I promised to.
It's really hard to have given up all for something you really want. There's no orange sunshine waiting for you to open you eyes on these days. It's been a failure term now. I'm not at my ORIGINAL self.
Now, I really don't have that guts to continue what I've started. There's this missing piece in my life that keeps me unauthentic. I can't find the reason to excel, the reason to strive for more. To continue being that JACK OF ALL TRADES.
Well, I really think now that I'm the master of failures. The master of RESTARTS. I try to REBOOT to my original self now. I wish I can.
Well, thank you for being part of those happy days. I wish I can get through this. I wish I will be back to my golden age plus the spice the summer added.
Thanks. For me, myself, I and she.
*don't name anyone. thanks.
Buti pa sila...
Buti pa ang unan ko...
Nakakatibi ko sa pagtulog...
Buti pa ang baso...
Nadadampian ng aking labi lagi...
Buti pa ang ballpen ko...
Lagi kong hawak saan man ako mapunta...
Buti pa ang earphones ko...
Pinapawi ang kalungkutan ko sa pagbulong niya...
Buti pa ang Saturn...
Nakikita ko kapag gusto ko...
Nakikita ng iba kung gugustuhin...
Kahit na malayo, kita pa rin...
Pero ikaw, di ko mayakap
Kasi hindi pwede, makikita nila
Ikaw, di ko malambing
Hindi pwede, malalaman nila ang totoo
Hindi kita makausap ng maayos
Kasi mahahalata nila ang tamis na pumapalibot
Hindi na kita pwede puntahan...
Hindi din pwede makita ng madalas...
Pinagbawal na nila, pero gagawa ako ng paraan
Sa ngayon, si Saturn nalang muna ang titignan ko
Dahil kita ko pa siya, umaasa pa ako
Na bandang huli maayos din lahat
Magagawa kong pagsigawan sa mundo
Na mahal kita at mahal mo din ako
Na pwede pala yung isang pangarap
Buti pa tayo, nagmamahalan ng totoo
//comments please. :)
//creative silences and imaginations. :)
Nakakatibi ko sa pagtulog...
Buti pa ang baso...
Nadadampian ng aking labi lagi...
Buti pa ang ballpen ko...
Lagi kong hawak saan man ako mapunta...
Buti pa ang earphones ko...
Pinapawi ang kalungkutan ko sa pagbulong niya...
Buti pa ang Saturn...
Nakikita ko kapag gusto ko...
Nakikita ng iba kung gugustuhin...
Kahit na malayo, kita pa rin...
Pero ikaw, di ko mayakap
Kasi hindi pwede, makikita nila
Ikaw, di ko malambing
Hindi pwede, malalaman nila ang totoo
Hindi kita makausap ng maayos
Kasi mahahalata nila ang tamis na pumapalibot
Hindi na kita pwede puntahan...
Hindi din pwede makita ng madalas...
Pinagbawal na nila, pero gagawa ako ng paraan
Sa ngayon, si Saturn nalang muna ang titignan ko
Dahil kita ko pa siya, umaasa pa ako
Na bandang huli maayos din lahat
Magagawa kong pagsigawan sa mundo
Na mahal kita at mahal mo din ako
Na pwede pala yung isang pangarap
Buti pa tayo, nagmamahalan ng totoo
//comments please. :)
//creative silences and imaginations. :)
Thursday, January 7
the search is over
my eyes seemed like searchlights
traversing the world looking for that someone
years passed and eyes never thought
that he will find that someone
that someone who'll be his apple
the light that will remove the dark he sees
the search is finally over
eyes found what he was looking for
that someone made him fall forever
like no point of going back
eyes had a hard time
but was reliefed and said to her
"i found you..."
traversing the world looking for that someone
years passed and eyes never thought
that he will find that someone
that someone who'll be his apple
the light that will remove the dark he sees
the search is finally over
eyes found what he was looking for
that someone made him fall forever
like no point of going back
eyes had a hard time
but was reliefed and said to her
"i found you..."
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